I'm finally starting to not care anymore

2021.12.08 20:04 Frosty-Ask9489 I'm finally starting to not care anymore

It's been months now and every time we talk he's basically a different person. He's been mean and lashed out at me so many times over my imagined cheating and called me so many names and last night I finally stopped trying to be the bigger person and I just lashed back with everything I'd been holding back. I knew it would really hurt him and that's not usually who I try to be but I'd picked up the phone earlier and he yelled at me after just apologizing for yelling at me a few days before.
I'm tired of the infantile projecting he does. He's not sick according to him. This isn't because of his bipolar and I'm the crazy one. He's diagnosed me now with borderline personality disorder and says I'm a narcissist who just wanted to "keep him in my box" whatever that means. He freaks out when I block him like he blocks me. He's been playing the victim all day over the messages I sent giving him the same treatment he's been giving me for months. He literally threatened me about the rest of the rent he owes me from taking off when we have a lease together then he said I'm not threatening you. Then he proceeds to tell me all I ever did was threaten him.
It's utterly ridiculous and even when I screenshot the things he's just said he won't admit there is anything off about how he's behaving. Then he messages me a day later saying he's sorry and he knows everything is his fault and he knows he has problems. I have quit trying to make sense of it and I've decided to just stop listening to anything he has to say at this point. He gives me whiplash and it's almost comical to an extent. It's so strange seeing someone I used to respect act like a total child. It feels good not to be so sad about it all anymore though. He's not trying to get help and he has zero self awareness right now so I've started telling him I'm no longer interested in speaking to his illness and he can contact me if and when he gets help.
It almost makes me question my sanity at times. I have to look back at the messages and stuff we used to have to confirm that no this does not seem to be the same person I was living with for the past five years. I'm just so tired of it all I wish I had never met the man. I feel kind of bad saying that but he is exhausting and unpredictable and generally unstable. The projecting and lying and childish behavior are just so unattractive too. I do have my share of issues but I stay on my antidepressants and do my therapy workbooks. At least I try....
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